Fuck, This was a GREAT day! I finally figured out what keeps pulling me back to that sad place, and why I keep sabotaging myself. But I'm not going to write about it tonight. I'm very tiered, and to close to it to write well about it. May be tomorrow. I'm VERRY HAPPY though!!!
I had dinner over at Melissa and John's. We had Tortillas, they rocked. I haven't seen Melissa in about a month. She just got picked up by L'OREAL, she's been working a lot. I dragged her up to the roof after we ate, so I didn't have to smoke alone. She told me that she's also been avoiding me, because she's been trying to avoid herself. I kind of knew what she meant, but looked at her with a WTF look on my face. She smiled, and said that she can't hide when I'm around. I smiled, rubbed her back, and we talked about what's going on with her. She really needed to talk, and it was nice to listen.
Fuck, This was a GREAT day! I finally figured out what keeps pulling me back to that sad place, and why I keep sabotaging myself. But I'm not going to write about it tonight. I'm very tiered, and to close to it to write well about it. May be tomorrow. I'm VERRY HAPPY though!!!
I had dinner over at Melissa and John's. We had Tortillas, they rocked. I haven't seen Melissa in about a month. She just got picked up by L'OREAL, she's been working a lot. I dragged her up to the roof after we ate, so I didn't have to smoke alone. She told me that she's also been avoiding me, because she's been trying to avoid herself. I kind of knew what she meant, but looked at her with a WTF look on my face. She smiled, and said that she can't hide when I'm around. I smiled, rubbed her back, and we talked about what's going on with her. She really needed to talk, and it was nice to listen.
Congrats -- figuring out the trigger helps you avoid it in the future. :) Nice site.
Posted by: Michelle | May 21, 2005 at 08:58 PM
It's great that you were able to listen. And that dinner was good. Nice post.
Posted by: The Complimenting Commenter | May 20, 2005 at 03:23 PM