Last night I cried, and I cried, and I cried some more. This morning too. Yesterday Tia and I met at 6:00p. We talked and ate at the Coffee Shop @ Union Square. I was looking at the face that I knew better than any other, all I felt was the stranger inside. Her walls were high, and her soul well fortified. She was not coming out, and I was not getting in. When she left 3 months ago, it came out of the blue to me. I'd been trying to fine a reason, to no avail. After talking for a while, pouring my soul out, telling her how I was still in Love with her, I asked her if she just wanted me to let go. She said yes. I asked her again, "are you sure you want me to let go, again she said yes. I began to cry. Felling uncomfortable, she laughed. I covered my face and looked away, feeling humiliated and alone. I always thought we'd get back together. I haven't been waiting, but I thought she'd come back.
She's not coming back. She's rapped us up in a little box, and thrown it away. I am so angry and so hurt. I feel so alone.
Last night I cried, and I cried, and I cried some more. This morning too. Yesterday Tia and I met at 6:00p. We talked and ate at the Coffee Shop @ Union Square. I was looking at the face that I knew better than any other, all I felt was the stranger inside. Her walls were high, and her soul well fortified. She was not coming out, and I was not getting in. When she left 3 months ago, it came out of the blue to me. I'd been trying to fine a reason, to no avail. After talking for a while, pouring my soul out, telling her how I was still in Love with her, I asked her if she just wanted me to let go. She said yes. I asked her again, "are you sure you want me to let go, again she said yes. I began to cry. Felling uncomfortable, she laughed. I covered my face and looked away, feeling humiliated and alone. I always thought we'd get back together. I haven't been waiting, but I thought she'd come back.
She's not coming back. She's rapped us up in a little box, and thrown it away. I am so angry and so hurt. I feel so alone.
dude, I feel where you're coming from. My girl left me after 5 years by telling me, "I haven't loved you for almost 2 years. I just didn't have it in me to leave you until now." I thought it was forever. I didn't eat for 5 days, but my body still tried to puke. It sucks, but if she can do that to you, then move on, man. I haven't seen, spoke with, emailed, nothing with my ex since she did it, and I feel much better.
I know nothing makes it go away but time. Just feel like shit and dont' try to hide it. Eventually she's a memory and you'll be fine.
Posted by: Isaac | June 01, 2005 at 07:32 PM
I'm so sorry.
Posted by: Lindsay | May 18, 2005 at 08:42 AM
wow.
Posted by: marie b. | May 15, 2005 at 11:48 PM